Keeping a lot of people away from me because I just do not want to hear their opinions of me especially, if it is a negative one. But I realise that it’s not the way to live my life properly, if I don’t open myself to difficult situation like what I am having now I will never grow at a person. I know that it will be truly hard for me to open myself up to a whole new world of hurt but I know in the end it’s all going to be with it. I do not want individuals to give up on me just because I am not willing to fight for what I think is right. It also helped that I had a good time with a special London escort, even though our relationship has no label yet I know that it’s really going somewhere. Being with this particular London escort made me overcome a lot of problems and issues with my life. I know that there are still a lot of things for me to worry about but that is totally alright. I know that if I not able to do something good with my life I will not be a happy man at all. But that is alright. The more I spend time with individuals like the London escort that I have met the more I will put myself in a better spot.
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